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Last Night :: Every Night :: Tomorrow Night
next time, i should use a machete
2007-01-02
A teacher was sexually abusing me and other students. He pinched my nipples and I angrily threatened to hurt him. He laughed and encouraged it because he was a masochist. He even wanted me to hurt him between the legs. I threatened to do something gross, instead, like shove feces in his mouth. He didn't care and kept hurting us. During a class, the other students found out I had stood up to him, even if it hadn't done any good, and were glad. He was doing bad things to us and laughing. When he came at me, I took scissors and cut his wrist. Aja and other students cheered but I knew it was meaningless. I went over behind Aja and sat at a desk. He examined the bleeding cut, smiling. I don't know if my dream just shifted or if I woke up and went back to sleep. I was on some kind of adventure. One of my companions whom I had saved was unconscious. We were trying to hide from someone who attacked and raped me. Then I worried that he had raped my unconscious companion. He had, and I saw her crumpled form on the ground, naked. I was crushed and horrified. He laughed, pointing out that it wouldn't KILL her. He dragged me along with him. I woke up from that. When I went back to sleep, I dreamt I was talking to a student's mom. She talked about her dogs that she couldn't let out in the backyard because they would get out. I showed her my fence, which had three layers of fencing, all reinforced with low boards or rocks or extra posts because the dogs I had would go under them. We tried to figure out what kind of drinks to make for a party. [I don't remember what system we used to find out.] We ended up making pitcher after pitcher of Koolade, arranged in a booklet by color. The dream shifted. I found a catalogue with figurines for a game much like Descent but with war strategy. You could order extras, or new ones. You could buy pirate ships and war machines like towers for your oceans, and other cool things. I found a section that had molds and Sculpey to make your own heros, that you could then customize. I was excited and wanted to show Terence and Vanessa.
Last Night :: Every Night :: Tomorrow Night
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